hopelessly

I want to compose a song so that people will know how I feel right now. Song because its influential to your imagination. My day went from being happy to mild to being down. Sometimes, when you've got the spirit to do something, it usually goes to waste halfway. Never at the start because there, you would know whether you're willing to go on or not.

I did have that will, I wanted to try. I did struggle at first. I just cant leave and forget because that's the easy way out. Also because I tend to remember such thing easily even with the slightest unsuspecting clue. I'm not a machine. I watch and learn, not copy paste delete.

Nothing to look forward to. With nothing to strive. Nothing to hold on to. With nothing to hide.