The Sun and The Son

This post is kindda belated. We shot this around early last week. Just incase some of you missed this out in the clutters of fb, here it is. Details are in the descriptions :)

Denial

These should be out earlier but what the heck. I did it might as well I share it instead of letting it lay around my hard disk collecting idk what. Below, the image is taken from some random site I forgot.

Fauzi did it and I thought maybe I'ld try it too and see how good will I do in making it look as real as possible. No intention of getting tattoos on myself tho. Cheers!

dirt

Funny that most of the things that I want to remember can be easily forgotten.
And most of the things I want to forget is hard to be forgotten.
Maybe its my natural way of learning from mistakes and that there's something I should work on in order to remember what I wanted.
But its not helping. It only gave me distractions all of the time.

TURNBUCKLE's up motherfathers!

TURNBUCKLE from NQMN on Vimeo.

It was great being part of this shoot, especially being the photographer for a day. A really awesome experience. Enjoy the vid! :)

The first thing I want didn't come.

It is not only about being broken hearted.
It is about getting back to where you started.
It is not only about forgetting the things that drives you forward.
But also your thoughts and what you did when you are interested.

As of now, I shall look for as many distractions as possible until I get back to my proper self again. It was worth the try but fuck I hate the outcome of it. Fuck I hate this feeling.

It was never a pretense.

I dont wanna spend my life filled with "what-ifs".
I want to have full control over what's gonna come in life.
I wanna invest more on what I could actually do in life.
I want to be useful, an example, but never an idol.
I wanna invest on my soul, my iman.

Most importantly, I want to be happy even if I am in troubled situations. :)

Strange & Beautiful

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

insecure

in a mixed state of mind from day to day,
as time passes from day to day,
i have been in a mixed state of mind.

Aku Skandal / Tentang Kita

Enjoy.

Cover boys and girls

Uploading is killing me. 1 is 2hrs, the other is 7hrs. Cibo! Anw, I've just realised I got sepet eyes and I kindda suck at doing covers. Nevertheless, I will update once its finished.