all the best ah guys!

3:30 - soundcheck

4 - 4:30 the 5th

4:30 - 5:05 punchotes

5:05 - 5:40 melfraps

5:40 - 6;15 tstv

6:15 - 6:50 the 21s

6:50 - 7:25 lovejets

7:25 - 8 pinhole

8 - 8:35 my writes

8:35 - 9:10 the rejex

9:10 - 9:45 cracker jack

alright! now i know that we are ready!

and about school? well screw that. im gonna start my engine next week hehe.

a quick quickie

3:30 - soundcheck
4 - 4:30 the 5th
4:30 - 5:05 punchotes
5:05 - 5:40 melfraps
5:40 - 6;15 tstv
6:15 - 6:50 the 21s
6:50 - 7:25 lovejets
7:25 - 8 cracker jack
8 - 8:35 my writes
8:35 - 9:10 the rejex
9:10 - 9:45 pinhole

so today is wednesday, friday is mayday, the list above is the timeslots. and im not sure whether we are WELL prepared either. im gonna go out for sch later 1 to 3 lesson, 3 to 6 rot, 6 to 8 jam, 8 to 10 leps, 10 to midnight online. midnight afterwards, unimaginable things. JENGJENG.

terimalah hakikat

bahawa aku
malas nak bwk lappy gi skola
malas nak gi skola
malas nak blaja
malas nak lepak
malas nak gi gig
malas nak main gig
malas nak simpan duit
malas nak jage duit
malas nak ade duit
malas nak sms
malas nak call
malas nak buang masa
tapi apa yang tetap ku sentiasa rajin adalah! MAKANNNN



OK MUCH MORE SERIOUS MATTER! first, Jamming session was supposed to be last two weeks ago and was booked two weeks in advance BUT we got the news that the bummer didnt write down our name on thier book so LUCKILY we got FAD studio to have a session on a last minute booking basis.

THEN last week, suppose to jam at FAD studio again and, POWER TRIP! wtfuck. and thing is, its will be restored at around 930 but priority is given to the latter booked slots which means we, booked at 7 to 9pm, have to give way to the other bands! wtfwtfwtf. and then head for Stonejamz, which was a turn off, serious.

AND NOW! the big news,

MAYDAY IS NOT CANCELED

maybe god have something against Mayday gig 09. lazy to elaborate cos i gotta other probs in my hands. no not mayday. some other fucked up stuffs which i will only share with the people involved.

tiada keljer

this video was recorded some weeks ago. i spent the whole day trying to figure out on how to get the best quality from a webcam video recording. and yes by the end of the day im lazy to get a drink and decided to get it over with before night falls.

currently, i laid my hands on illustrator and managed to get something out of it! tshirt designs cos they ARE the "in" thingy now innit? the story behind the designs are available on deviantart itself. enjoys!!!
if you wanna steal/borrow ideas please tell me kay. cos its better than me not knowing -.-"

errr check out my portfolio? by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART


industria shirt by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART


bird shirt by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART


tender loving care by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART


the bestest by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART

byebye!

oh so f'ing bored

well the first day of school.. managed to get up earlier and be puncual. managed to get myself energetic early in the morning despite the unability to sleep earlier yesterday night (i even shouted at Lam with full of zest when we met at Hakimi's void deck at 7am.)

AND THEN!

mass lecture, dull lecturer with warm classroom, unknown classmates etc. i was starting to feel uneasy about the people around. i mean, we are so close to each other and now mixing with other people would seem like mingling with some GEMS classmates. hope there wont be any socialising problems tho. and so i stayed to check out the other classes and.... MY MONDAY IS NOT ONLY LONG BUT ALSO A DULL ONE TOO. bored to death yaw.

and today i found the power behind THE "power nap"!

my heart is blue for you.

i came up to you and felt like it could be both the start and the end of my day. your wonderous sight, so beautifully stunning, so gorgeous, tempting. yet youre claiming innocence after all that suggestive little looks you gave me. the wait for you has always been a wonderful one. because i know that once youre here, i'ld be in my happiest. we've known each other for too long now and i'ld like to make the move, to bring us somewhere much more enjoyable. you are the only one. you are what i need. and you know, that what i only needed was, yes, food.

NEW SKILLS ACQUIRED!

yes! the title reminded me of Pokemon/some RGB game, where they learn some new techniques of power whatever thingy la hor! so far things were pretty much normal. so my little achiements that i wanna state down now are..

• i managed to use the ability "header" for the first time in the middle of a soccer match! HAHA BAIKBAIKBAIK
  
• this new ability named "painting". painted my room with soft whitish peanut colour, alone, for the first time. (:
  
• successfully grew to level 18 in a relaxed yet enjoyable days. da tua shoye.
  
• fought a match and won the Jack Rovers Fc badge along with its CSS codes. CHEY KAROT. do check out the new layout. haha
  
• learnt "sleep earlier" but now my body clock is spoiled again.

AND!

finally settled down with my illustrator and smooch get some quality time with it! slowly learning tho. the only stuffs i can come up with currently.







this one was done by following a tutorial. some ipod icon thingy. unfortunately, the only thing i remember how to use were the things below.

first try on my own, randomly picked up things and tried the one and only thing that i remembered from the above tutorial. heh.

this is my personal favourite! hahaahahh. i just love simplicity dont i? btw, we are NOT coming up with an album, yet.


i still love photoshop but thing is that the software kindda lags. i mean only recently. maybe its some software error. shit... anw, gonna rot till i err... im sot?? whatever. until school starts. excited yet daunting. heh. cheersy matey! lalalalallalalaallalfirstmaylalalalalalalallalaaaaa

Beauty of Mathematics

Beauty of Maths!
1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn’t it?

And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=123456789 87654321

Now, take a look at this…

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE
than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are
giving more than 100%?

We have all been in situations where someone wants
you to GIVE OVER 100%.

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here’s a little mathematical formula that might
help answer these questions:

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical
certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close,
and Attitude will get you there, It’s the Love of God
that will put you over the top!

stumbled upon this blogs. cool stuffs nia! http://crazythingz.wordpress.com/. THANKS AH ZI INTRO AKU ADD-ON!

my alternative to fun-fever and failblog. hahaha anymore interesting blogs please do tell me =D

twatshorsefuckingdildosfuckedupbastardsoralingsbitchesstucked

if anybody knows how to counter this "subtle happy and calmness in one minute and angsty moron on the other" feeling please tell me thanks.

and fuck. shouldnt have done something that i wasnt meant to do. well everything from the past to be much clearer! im feeling angry at myself. well i guess i am most of the time. im a jerk selfish arrogant egoistic bafoon, who's prolly one of the most jeered and disgusted person in the world. you look into me and see something wherelse i on the other hand, felt nothing. thats what i am, nothing. at most im just an empty poisonous smile, switching from conscious to semi-unconscious state of mind, like a nail in a hay, having too many options but yet still lost and indicisive. Im a liar in a world of cheats and victims who are liars themselves. never meant to make things happen but all because of bloody curiosity. now im constantly in doubt about myself, constantly picturing the fucked up past, the unstable present, and the unseen future. if you were to look up on me, i'ld like to make this clear, im looking down at myself at my lowest. but that doesnt mean i look down on others. get this straight.

i just feel like staying alone being far from others, take out the typical emotionally-deluded's stocks like drugs ciggs and alchohol, and stay there on my own, nothing to worry about and not to be worried. eventually die and go to hell if it were to happen like that anyway.

fuckfuckfuck i just wanna forget the past but i cant. i know for myself that i dont wanna let it go.
i'ld like to say sorry to dynchsblls for walking away just like that. mom&dad for not being the best, siblings for not caring much for all. friends who i made myself seem helpless at times. and god, for going against your orders. i know i wont change that easily and so convincingly. i wanna put a stop to everything but thing is, like most of us, i talk alot but do nothing. i feel fucking wrong all so fucking dirty and bad. ive lost the sense of worthiness to everything.

may not see like it but trust me, its not always "what you see is what you get". i know my secrets and almost all of you dont.

and sorry if you think everything above is rubbish. read it or leave it thnks.

getting started

i'ld be starting to carry out some stuffs that will take some time so i wont be active here. ok not only here but also facebook actually. heh. cheers!

HEE HEEE HEEEEEEEEE

a big announcement to everyone including YOU, yes YOU! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! =D oh so nice of you all. i sayangggg you sume banyak-banyak sekali! HAHAHAHAHHAHA! I'ld like to wish a big happy birthday toooooo

01 April 91
ARAI ZIBO

09 April 91
ALEK WEK
FARAHIN
NISA

10 April 91
NABILLA
KID

The dates are there because... i dont know. i find it entertaining looking at people in the same social network having the same/close birthdates. I've yet to check my time of birth so that I'ld know if Alek and I MAY be crying side by side over at KK. hahaha. yet to ask the others about it. I feel bad when people I have lost contact with wishes me happy birthday! i admit not knowing the birthdays of my closer mates as well -.- if i do forget, really really sorry.

Its already the 2nd day of my 18 years lifespan and its just the figures that makes me think. Aside from that I dont really mind about anything else cos I'ld like nature to change me. 18 years old, then much older ns, then woah! oh ya btw, the pic above was my first birthday party celebrated with PPS friends. and the thing is, at that point of time, i didnt know them quite well! HAHAHA.

blogshop, jackies' blogies pagies, firsty maydiy, photoshopto, illustrator

cant it?

"ah tu lah si tua tu ajar"

five words, I FUCKING HATE THIS LINE.
So what if im the oldest! People got thier own personality so why put the blame on me. If you want to say they are following my ways, why only look on the bad side. No, its not even something bad, its just the matter of whether I am free to do things that you want. Face it, I got my own life to live. Its like a challenge of my sincerity vs my loyalty, something which I damn bloody despise wherever whenever. If you look on my brightside you'ld be blaming them ONLY bummers! By swearing, it didnt do any good actually. I just want the stupid way of thinking to disappear.

binget bingettttttttttttttt

i wanna start sewing but the sewing machine's problematic.
i wanna hand sew but i need to plan and got lots of other things to plan.
i want a slr but i didnt even start saving.
i want a roll of film, a skate shoe and phone but im considering my finance.
i want to start learning illustrator but other plans/orders kept coming in the way.
i want a decent jaming and acoustic session bt everyone's busy.
i want to edit jrfc's blog but im lazy at the same time.
im still waiting for hakim decide on Oops topic, and also a text or call from them.
i want to design a tshirt but i cant focus cos theres always alot of other "i want"s and plans for the day.

wth



and oh, i wanna beat up somebody (punch him in every part of his body, kick him all over, pounch numerous times on the head until i see blood somewhere, bang his head up the wall not just once of course, stomp on him, threw the chair, fan, and guitar at him,kick his head) till he's immobile, bleeding from the head and mouth, crimpled, seemingly crippled, some broken tooths, with bruises all over. but then again better dont do it.

old skin new skin *same aje -.-*

i know this the 3rd time that ive changed layout during the hols. well hey its my job to make it look appeasing isnt it? anw ive taken a look at my timetable again (just a look, yet to remember) and im guessing i'ld better train myself to wake up in the morning daily and sleep during the NIGHT daily as well.. body clock! may you turn back to your original state! *kaching!*

oh my......

tsk.. i uploaded it in the wrong size. click for a better/ way clearer view. mcm biase ah guys after school balek same2! which makes me think again, bus or train eh?

embrace myself...

oh well.. thanks to norah for getting us involved! =D

star in a star

the broadband is creating problems again and so i may be appearing online and offline once in a while. -.- even the phone is disconnected cos this modem (mio white) is like the star typology, once the central or a link breaks down, the other may prolly be affected,from my understanding that is. the last time this happens was due to the modem being faulty. things getting troublesome cos i'ld prolly be the one who would be calling singtel and have to tell whoever that i DO know how to get to the modem's settings and make appointment which would be a long wait again. and appointment for GEMS application and Oops magazine issue and my never-ending started plans. I wonder why did i get myself into such mess in the first place. cant keep blaming cant i? heh. oh please let it be ok..