My time is yours my friend.

Felt kind of a waste that I didn't write down the little lines and phrases that were running through my mind during class just now. I could have written songs about positivity, negativity, social politics, retards, inspirations, love, hate. Yeah you see, quite a lot yes? I must admit, though not very humbly, that I came up with phrases that are quite of a "in the middle of norm and high" standard. But nothing beats effort yes?

And most importantly, about friendship. There are a number of people that I would like to hang out with and catch up on old times. Or new people that I might consider breaking the ice with. But I'm always hooked on to other stuffs when I go online. :/ Or I'm shy. Or just couldn't come up with anything to talk about. Or I'm scared that it's an awkward experience, even though I can act normal, but awkward is still awkward, right? I feel pathetic.

"It sits in silence, eats away at me.

It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a fucking sea.
Pulling teeth, wolves at my door.
Now falling and failing is all I know.

This disease is getting worse.
I counted my blessings, now I'll count this curse.
The only thing I really know: I can't sleep at night.
I'm buried and breathing in regret."

trois

Maybe I should put fascinations aside and live like a loner for the upcoming months. Just a thought.

I may have updated my week here and there on fb, socialising and etc. Not forgetting that alot of things happened this week. But nonetheless, I shall summarise those stuffs here. I not sure on how to deliver this post but here we go!

I'm a little upset that my heelflip has turn itself off and on by itself. But looking on the bright side, I've improved on my basic tricks and learn on quite a couple of new ones. I really enjoyed playing soccer on Monday in school this week. Had a great laugh and a great ride home by Muhaimin. Other than that, the Jacks started playing takraw. I'm starting to get used to it. And, my napha was cancelled due to bad weather! 48/100 for my lab quiz :(

On the day that my brother got his PLSE results, I cant help but to notice that I came across alot of people that I know! I shall put down the names here cos blogging about it might make you fall asleep. The people I met from morning till night areeeee Faidi, Elfi, Girl with serious face, Amirah, Jun Tian, Hakim, Eecar, Mac guy, Hidayat, Natasha, Girl from 185, Nuqman, Abg Cool, Bisi and the girl from another class. I was feeling famous that day. CEH NO LAH HAHAAH!

I MUST state out this point. Only recently, the town council has decided to put this notice on this particular PILLAR. You must be thinking, so what? Its just like any other notice. Well, there is another older notice at the end of the block, making it 2 similar notices in one void deck. We had been playing pingpong for quite a couple of months and we know very well that the notice is meant for us. When we sat on the floor, we face usually that direction. We often play till late (after 10pm). Sometimes we left rubbish on the floor but hey, that's only sometimes.


I have been wanting to do this for quite some time! I know a number of guys are doing this but what the heck anyway! I think, from the first look, I look like a guy from Pakistan, Second look, like a beggar who found a formal shirt, wax, and specs. HAHAHA. I love it anyway!


Now coming to the final major event of this week. After skating in SP on Saturday, HEY NUQMAN met us and asked if we wanted to go out for supper at West Coast. Not being in car and not using my camera for quite sometime, I willingly tagged along, with Akmal, Arin, Faris, Fauzi.


Met up at 1am (rounded up) in the morning, and off we goooo! Went to Al-Amin (issit?), tapau, and sat at the jetty. There, were a group of chinese guys drinking whom we thought has just finished thier o-levels but are actually 3rd year NP students and a group of malay guys slacking.


After eating, the photographers set up their gears and started shooting while the non photogs chill back and relax.


I had problems getting a clear picture. Fauzi thought me that it was our footsteps that cause the camera to shake, making it blur. With added facts that I was on my telephoto and non-heavy duty tripod, I started to get annoyed with the blurish outcome. So I tried a few shots and luckily got away with this as on of the better shots. This morning I woke up realising that it could actually be the tides that caused it to be blur.


I decided that I had to move on to other subjects. I remembered photographs taken on tides and I though I might try it out myself. Being the first time and the fact that I love setting manual stuffs, I was really excited and and became engrossed with it.


I thought I might want to try to get some obscure shots. I have to give credits to lomography because thanks to my experiences with lomo cameras and pictures, I began to appreciate lo-fi, deep meaning and "rugged" pictures.



During post production, I noticed on how I focused on texture without even realising it. All that was on my mind while taking the pictures were sharpness and colour. Shall brush up my skills somemore once I'm free again. HEHEHE

For more (awesome) pictures though I'm not sure if you can view it, visit Areen's or my fb. Maybe I really shouldn't be blogging on a weekly basis. Tsk!

deux

I'm not usually the type who chase after things that I want but now I'm in the sudden mood for that. All thanks to Alep who gave me the ideas to look for Ken Block's cap. So, other than some full a3 printed tees, some beads for my shoe, tight fitting smart pants, pointed leather shoes, tight fitting collared shirt, new bags, and a car, these are the other things that I'd want.

I wasnt outside

So, I decided that today would be a stay home Friday night. My parents shifted the bed positions and I had to reshuffle my item placements and stuffs. Thanks to that, I was late from my intended schedule and decided to make preparations for the weekend with post-its reminders, clear up of document files, photos and admin stuffs and such. Which is actually way different from what I'ld like to accomplish tonight.

I wanted to draw something but have no idea. And by the way, I was thinking of "Golden Eagle" but ended up with "Stay Gold" because my hands were quicker than my brain.

Okay I have got to be honest. This is just a piece of paper with random crap. The red ink was kindda to make out the initials of RCPark. HAHA. With a robotic gorilla of course.

Short and simple reminder notes on my headboard. Trust me you could get the wrong impressions on some of this.

The intention of me taking photos was that I was preparing for something I had in mind. I want to create illustrations, use my past works and I have no printer. You get the idea!

I came across some interesting pages. This is the first page for one of my sketchbook.

You have no idea how obsessed I was into the underground scene last time. Yeah, last time.

Other than all the assignments in mind, I still feel like skating. And I need a new pair of skate shoes. Its wearing out real fast.

I've just started using Lightroom for all the pictures in this post except the last one because it was intentionally underexposed. It turns out that I was only at the so called "first page" when I finished editing it. There way much more feature waiting to be used. It lags like my Premiere Pro. I'm sure I could get all that settled. Now, the only software laying in my laptop but have yet to be used is After Effects. Until my next free time comes yes?