temporary

Just like everyone else right now, I guess I wont be updating too often unless something "bigger than usual" came up or compile a couple of events at once. Not that blogging is a distraction. I still do check my tagboard once in a while its just that everyone's too quiet and I'm kindda feel the side effect. I wanna write something but everything is just temporary these days.

I wanna start reading books again.
I want to start writing my so-called "poems" again.
I want to start using the pencil all over again.
I want my spirit in photography back again.
I want to be brave in skateboarding again.
I want to be able to communicate with anyone any time again.
I want to be and feel inspired again.

No use wanting if you cant help yourself. I think I shall get myself focused on getting a job first then think about which stuffs (bike, camera, clothing, fixie, shoes, savings ect) should I get first.

The present is well out of hand

This post was dated 11 Aug 2009. This should be familiar to some of my close mates.

cb

shlnsays

Words and music

Driving is tedious at first but now, I guess I'm used to it liao lor. And now I'm sick. Photos uploaded at fb. anihoooo,
SO, THIS IS WHAT WE DID ON THE LAST WEEK OF RAMADAN! (every video is worth the watch I assure you! :) enjoyyyy!

Selamat hari raya lads and lass :)

Selamat Hari Raya
maaf zahir dan batin

I've learnt a lot of things from my past. What's to do and what's not. Typing this here doesn't make me feel sincere but if I didn't get to you this year, I guess I'll just hope you read this.

Its been a pretty eventful year for me. I know I've been weird, over-cheerful, overworked etc and might have said the wrong words or act the wrong way along the way. I've never intended to hurt or harm anybody, both physically and emotionally.

To all of my family members, cousins, friends, jacks, pps, jyss, sp, borders, the boys in the bands, friends of friends, all the people whom i know your face but don't know your name, random people whom i spoke to before, people who have got to know me this year, people whom I've lost their contact, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry if I have been a naughty boy. hehe. Selamat Hari Raya kumohon maaf zahir dan batin. :)

May we meet yet another blissful Ramadan again next year, insyaAllah.

Its gonna be a busy weekend thanks to school. byebye!

Iftar

Okay, to start off, I'ld like to say that this year, was the first time that the word Iftar came into significance in my life. How come I've never noticed that word for the last 18 years of my life??!!

Okay last week I was with the turnbuckle gang. Not all turned up tho. We ate at West Coast's Al-Ameen. Not bad actually. A must try is their sambal belacan. WEHEHEH. NOT A SINGLE PHOTO was taken but it was the good night. AND I OFFICIALLY SELF DECLARE MYSELF THE KING OF MERRY GO ROUND! ^^V

Then this week, was Iftar with my Juying Sec mates. A few of them were out of contact. Some were not free. But nevertheless, we enjoyed ourself. Ate at Botak Favourites at Bukit Batok. Maybe western isn't my cup of tea but I guess it's worth the try. You guys are still the same nice people that I knew back then so Alhamdullillah. Then stayed around Westmall, arcade then head home. The best part was that, Sharum and Ju bought their bikes along and I felt a little guilty being pillion rider for free for the whole day. HAHA!

I really hoped to end this post with my original acoustic vid but youtube uploader isnt being too friendly with me lately. BUT THERE IS STILL GOOD NEWS!

NQMN has posted up the PINGPANG video. Its a short clip. Veh nice to watch one. So if you please http://www.facebook.com/sahlansquare?v=app_2392950137#!/video/video.php?v=1258339197122

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The past few days of ramadan has been a blissful experience. Settled FYP status report, overnight revision at pm mac, reached home, tahajud and then sahur then online while waiting for subuh. I dont know why. I feel so calm and so proper with a sense of direction. Maybe that's the speciality of the last 10 days of Ramadan. Maybe my paper is still far away and the fact that I havent looked at the PYP. Maybe this is the lifestyle that I actually want? (change the night to day thats all. haha)