i should be studying now

my msn dp

photoshop lesson, not listening.

as the title suggested, i got hell lots to catch up on and heavy workload to finish off before CNY. (woahhh the last cny seemed only like ytd). and like any other weds to fri nights, im weared out, meaning none of the work would get going. sad, but honestly pathetic if i were to look at myself. i just cant find words to describe this feeling, perception, and thought about myself. i dont want to be worldly or lying to myself.

on wednesday, DICT got a briefing on the 2nd year option. i wanna go Web Tech and Services, but some of the people who im closer to in class are going Broadband Security Services. i wanna WTS because its related to what im likely to be interested in which is web page design, applications etc but its more of the programing stuffs. The BSS option is more of the server and network infratructure and stuffs and more of the hardware. both are quite promising for the future thats what i know. maybe i'll read up more or see which is easier to study and then decide. a thought makes me wanna ask everyone in dict where they wanna go and i'll choose the option where there are friendlier and "people of my type" that sorta thing. well anyway, i'll surely treasure the moments that we had gone through.
from the first time hong fa(g) talked to me as the first person in the class to be talking to me to the moment where andy, joey and me got the first A+ in our poly lives for a data comms practical just because we were the first group to finish! awwww its been a year and its ending soon. i know theres no need to be happy because work will nvr end. they just pause. i'll think, i'll consider.