just another day

i dont understand why we have have the tendency to set our goals and resolutions only at the start of the new year, and rarely set it on a daily basis. i have my goals and resolutions, i've set it, and still working on it. i kept on repeating the same old things so i wont type it down. somehow i'm rather tired with it. why? cos at the end of every day i would reflect, and a few days after, when the mood has changed, everything changes. in the end im still following the flow.

so yesterday we skated from 10 to 6. pretty tiring indeed but i guess its worthwhile. got quite alot of things covered. just wait for the video to come out. heh heh.

i am supposed to shop. yes, supposedly. i know i need to get one of everything from head to toe. but thing is, i dont know what exactly to buy. with the fact that i am also a troublesome and fickle-minded shopper, this is gonna be a hard one.

reviewing 2009. well.. has thought me a couple of new things(LIKE DUHHHH). i know how a painter worked like, how the satay man worked like, why girls call guys bastard and vice versa, the social problems and its causes, learnt about cars, sine waves, whatever in school, more musical knowledge, the courage we built, the confidence we held, organising myself, maintaining my laptop, maintaining my guitar, others' likes and dislikes, diy projects and so much more.

happy new year

reflection journal

. having shitting problems due to the antibiotics which i have been taking since last week. shan't elaborate, in case i got too engrossed in describing it.

. bought a new hard disk. come school reopens, i'll start collecting movies/dramas/whatever (:

. blister on my foot is drying out and is peeling itself, im quite contented with it actually.

. oh ya, antibiotics? well i've gotten myself this ingrown toenail last week, lucky its kindda still in the early stage and the infection is not so bad, meaning no blood involved at all. today will be the last day of the antibiotic dosage. the doctor leaked out the pus for me and after cleaning it at home, i got a cut. itching to peel it but no. come wednesday i'll be skating, or soccer.

. learnt how to cook satay on the grill just now. 2000 sticks and people are still craving for more.

. i havent touched on this for quite sometime. the band's doing "ok ok only la" i guess. working on new materials. planning on music video but, we've got other priorities that takes up too much of our daily lives. members busy with work, family, friends and school. our next (god willing) two gigs both on january would be followed by a long hiatus.

. as usually, i'll say "i'll try my utmost effort to stay focused and participated in school this sem" and hope it will not go the other way round (in which it usually does)

. holiday plans are all jumbled up. im not too sure whether im happy with it. whatever. hah.

. (:

secrets

source of inspiration, building on its own
supported by determination and its target's met
source of suspicions, from others wants
struck hard down rocky roads it went.

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but my heart wants to say yes or should i really not?
keeping it, relatively throwing it.

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my heart's in broken pieces and my head's a mess

"Cuz everybody's got a little piece of someone they hide
It's okay, it's the way we distract until the day that we die
And though our future's gone uncertain it's gonna be alright
Cuz though i'm leaving longing leaves me ever by your side"

-Pieces of the People We Love, The Rapture

mono

i'll leave this layout for a short run and see if its too much hassle to navigate and stuffs. will update if my brain produce anything good enough for an update.