all i hear is noises
as uncertainties filled me from within.
i saw the life that i once wanted
and i saw life passed by with a blink of an eye.
insecurities engulfed me all over again
because i have failed here and there.
because i was lucky most of the time.
because for some things, i didn't take the chances.
because now i have to decide on more serious choices.
i've enjoyed it with nothing to regret actually. i definitely could perform better with more involvements but what the heck. i still feel blessed no matter what. :)
Monday, February 14, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
I love this guy's video. I first saw it on Hujan's fb wall about cleaning the earth. Then I moved til I saw his other videos.
"apa guna pelakon korporat pada hidup penonton melarat
kenapa tayang cinta terhalang bila rahmat Tuhan tebar melayang
hantu suda penat tunggu manusia cari malaikat"
-3:43 of the video onwards.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
away
till one strong emotion strikes or friday. lets live through this and never see my lecturers again.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
the recitation.
Around 8 just now, a man knocked on my door and asked if he could conduct his Mahgrib prayers at my house as he is still in the midst of work. He works as a donation collector or something. As he recites al-Fatiha, I felt like I was going to tear a little. I am comfortably at home and I have not done my Salah, focusing more on finishing up my work. This man was in a middle of work, decided to take the initiative to ask if he could carry out his prayer someone else's home. I'm not saying his pious or anything because he is a complete stranger. I'm just realising, what have I become?
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
please dont let it end just like that.
"This particular police officer is tightening up security at 859 due to complains they got from numerous residents while on a door to door visit with the MP and police officers.
Apparently, the whole Jurong HQ knows about our RC. He also claimed that its a Senior Citizen corner, not Resident, not youth. People are complaining about noise and litter. Police HQ also gets frequent complain calls on our location.
Therefore, this officer will take note of every particulars he gets from THE AREA. Meaning not only rc but the seats around it, including stage as he pointed out after we questioned him. if he subsequently get our particulars from his rounds, he will take us in for questioning due to the urination litter and noise. There on, will be our own fight with the law/court etc.
He's just doing his job as he is in charge of the area. There has been too much complains being heard by the police and MP. That is why all this is happening."
RC, our meeting place, the place where we eat, spend time with each other, shared our laughter and tears, where we meet up to spend the day, where we made friends, collect knowledge, share interests, relieve stress, the one true public place where we can sit down and feel comfortable, a second home of us Jacks cos we ourselves are like a family. Its been 4 years. We've seen many changes there and many people around. We even made friends with the residents there. I know we can still use that place during the day but wth? things happens at night.
We could have been mischievous here and there but to be honest, we do not vandalise, find fights, merely waste time away and stuffs like that. That's what differentiate us from those guys slacking at your void decks. That sentence may be harsh but that's what I know is true about us.
Apparently, the whole Jurong HQ knows about our RC. He also claimed that its a Senior Citizen corner, not Resident, not youth. People are complaining about noise and litter. Police HQ also gets frequent complain calls on our location.
Therefore, this officer will take note of every particulars he gets from THE AREA. Meaning not only rc but the seats around it, including stage as he pointed out after we questioned him. if he subsequently get our particulars from his rounds, he will take us in for questioning due to the urination litter and noise. There on, will be our own fight with the law/court etc.
He's just doing his job as he is in charge of the area. There has been too much complains being heard by the police and MP. That is why all this is happening."
RC, our meeting place, the place where we eat, spend time with each other, shared our laughter and tears, where we meet up to spend the day, where we made friends, collect knowledge, share interests, relieve stress, the one true public place where we can sit down and feel comfortable, a second home of us Jacks cos we ourselves are like a family. Its been 4 years. We've seen many changes there and many people around. We even made friends with the residents there. I know we can still use that place during the day but wth? things happens at night.
We could have been mischievous here and there but to be honest, we do not vandalise, find fights, merely waste time away and stuffs like that. That's what differentiate us from those guys slacking at your void decks. That sentence may be harsh but that's what I know is true about us.
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