later..

I kept thinking about what I would like to do when I get older, when I actually get a job. Honestly, the first few things that comes to mind isn't actually related to my course of study. Not even one bit. Instead, these are the ones.

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I've always been interested in cars ever since I've gotten my license. I slowly read up on the technical and engineering terminologies through on line magazines and shows. Though I'm uncertain of my knowledge and my future salary, I would still accept the sport with open arms. Be it building a really nice daily driver, a drift car, showcase/meets events or just have it out on the tracks. I read up on a few drifters and some of them turned out to be one of those not really well off guys. One who worked multiple jobs, the other worked as a waiter and so on. It's their love and will that I'm stoked with!

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I've been building up interest in this sport and have been eyeing around for it (only when the mood kicks in). I've always enjoyed cycling since young, when I was cycling in my grandparents neighbourhood and stuff cos I don't own any at home. Not that desperate for it but I think it would be nice though if I had one to go around the hood, or any other hood since that wouldn't be a problem. Plus, its totally different to what a lot of people are accustomed to, so I guest its worth it.

Other than those two, I would love to see myself grow in into a full adult and still be skating, playing soccer and playing music. I know some people are still skating after 10 years. Some even married. Soccer, as long I have my mates to play with, it would be an honour! Musicianship? I'ld love to play jazzy chords when I'm alone with the guitar, but with my mates, its a _____ rock band!

And of course, a job. nahhhh that later..

colourway

A new colour theme for the new year. Do feedback if it's causing you inconvenience. Have a nice day!

worried as ever

this morning, i pressed my laptop's switch button trice.
all three attempts ended up with a blank screen.
thoughts raced through my mind,
I have not backed up my fyp,
the desktops at home arent powerful enough for Adobe softwares,
and im up for deadlines next week.
and finally, after lunch and i've had my medicine,

i tried another way of forced shut down and start up, it worked. OMG I'm soooo relieved lah! but i wont know if its really okay until i start it up again tomorrow or later tonight. hopefully this lappy could last till next year. Amin.

starting to fill myself up with negativity all over again. i never thought that it would happened without a clear reason. there's a couple of topics that i would like to post about but i tend to forget. never mind. i need to find a way to cool myself down first.

open up your heart

thinking about money makes me think, what exactly do i want with it.
of course you could have a lot of things with it and lead a comfortable life.
recently, i saw this post somewhere which i strongly agree to.
something that i kept in my conscious mind.
even before i read that post to be honest.
restrain from complaining, from feeling upset and such. keeping my smile.
i forgot the exact words but it goes something like this

The happiest people aren't the ones who have everything,
its the ones who makes that best out of everything.

People who are rich want more and more but they will never be able to keep themselves satisfied.
People who have a lot of contacts are often too busy with others that they forgot to spend time with their family.
Etcetera.

Nothing is wrong with those stuffs unless of course it is something indecent or out of moral values. Start appreciating and not forget the simple pleasures in life that actually matters.

i dont know what came over me and make me post something like this so try not to feel awkward. hehehe!