baek ah Man!

like finally

Like finally, I got a chance to click on the photoshop icon. Not to collage the pics above, but just to edit the lighting and all only. The collage is simply from Facebook, when you view the pictures in thumbnails. I just cropped things up. =D taking all those pics above makes me wanna save up for a dslr. But i gotta lots of other things to save on. hmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmm.

Because I was never sure.

Sometimes you read something and you gave yourself a thought, "is that sentence about me?" and then think again "hmm nahh I just a piece of junk / he or she have a lot to refer to so I'll just forget it". Shan't elaborate further.

Sometimes you think about the past when the smell of the air or temperature, the lighting, the arrangements of items, certain actions, the word being said around you is the same as of during the past, mesmerised event. I'd love to write a book on my experiences in case my memories deteriorate but hmmmmm..

Sometimes when you're just lazy or tired, you tend to resort to favouritism and might even let go of noticing everyone, sometimes the people who needs you or you needing the person.

Sometimes people wanted relationships but they forget that their religion forbids almost everything that almost all unmarried couples are doing be it in the past or the present. I know its true for Muslims.

Sometimes we could go and look for answers but we chose to wait. Sometimes we look for answers and got the wrong ones because we were meant to wait.

Sometimes people fail to see that the ones with power are the ones they should not trust. They forget that they are controlled, not necessarily in the people's favour.

Sometimes the people around you are just doing things with you just for their own pleasure. Whether you've enjoyed your time being spent with them is an enjoyable one will be the last thing on their head(s).

Sometimes people think that only bands or band related people are the ones praising satan. They forget that anyone could be doing it. It could include your pop singers, your leader, your television network or even the ones teaching you Atheism or "religious studies"!

Sometimes everyone simply forgets that they should be funding poverty instead of preparation of wars.


I guess I've let out everything that have been in my mind both concious and unconsciously. Thought that came by once in a while. Thoughts that sets me thinking for a while.

Im more concerned about catching Growing Up

1) Art Collective layout
2) Clothing line layout
3) Recordings
4) Figure out ways to find more cash for prac

Thats what i'ld be expecting on the last few weeks of hols? some work to kill off time. Well actually i dont need to worry about killing time. Im more concerned about catching Growing Up, a Channel 5 drama every weekdays at 3 rather than to do work. HAHA sorry guys just being honest about my habits here!

We'ld be expecting videos and pictures from Chaos Circus's invitations only event. Hope recording's fine. Thanks to team chaos for allowing us to perform because its been too long since we touched our guitars/keys as a band. HAH!

its gonna be a long week yes?

we came, we became darker

a sweet girl asked me to update about her. this is an update and i noted her here in this post. CONSIDERED DONE! haha (: Im not sure on what to blog about but my brain(s) and finger(s) felt like typing. hmm okay so...

Monday wake up morning veh sian not enough sleep. Go bbdc do evaluation then go home bored until brain dead like that. Sleep, wake up call by fafiq at 5 go play ss. Then sleep early like 930pm around there. damm early lor!

Tuesday went east coast de skate park. Wah go there like dont dare to do anything one. scareded for a while cos the vert sibei tall and steep. but atlast skated all around the place and i had fun. Go home difficult to sleep cos legs cramp like kena up lorry liao. Picture above showed how black we become after skating under the hot sun!

Weds go bbdc again, dunno go there until sian. Wait around 1hr plus for pbl until brain dead again. then got one guy sit beside me and started talking to me, this is how he approached me

guy: wei, apply pdl where ah?
me : (blur2) huh? what?? what ah?
guy: this is the place ah?
me : *mumbles* you what number? (look at his queue number and realised that he's applying pdl)
me : oh.. kau err....
guy: oh you malay ah?! wah i though chinese
me : heh...
guy: kau pn pdl eh? tu kertas ape tu? mane eh amek?
me : oh ni kat blakang tu bwh mesen dia (still mumbling)
guy: oh kk

pdl = provisional driving license. bbdc = bukit batok driving centre. and the story goes on.. its only 10 plus in the morning and im talking as if i havent slept throughout the whole night. -.-

idk if this post is boring/lame or not but one thing's fo sho, IM NOT GONNA BLOG LIKE THIS EVER AGAIN! i blogged this way because i've been thinking about this way of blogging -.-