maybe i should get back to how i used to be in primary school,
where i've got no social life.
just because its either i would forget what they did
or its something that i dont really bother.
maybe i should have listened to my mother and had never skate or played music in the first place
because it will only make me fall into a trap of money and time consuming industry.
maybe i should have spent more time at home
and in that way,
i wont ever be bored cos i know what i have or need to do at home.
maybe i should just have gotten a haircut
because im tired of making myself look good
and looking at others, both good and non-good looking.
maybe i should have train myself to keep my tempo in school.
i would have been in a better state if i were to do that.
maybe i should be telling every single truth to everyone
eventhough is shameful or whatever.
in that way, people wouldn't be deluded by my characteristics.
im not everything that you see, honestly. everything doesnt seemed to matter to me right now(well, except for some deadlines). im tired, despite having lots of experiences. yes so what? big deal uh!? in today's world, nothing is impossible. so stop praising someone and put in effort for yourself. thanks. and yes, maybe. just maybe....