the one and only class chalet (:

i know im supposed to make a nice2 post here but im in no mood to blog these past few days.


so my class chalet. it was fun, relaxing. on my last day, it was nice staying up all night, waiting for the sun, sitting out alone, eating sunflower seed. second day, got my pay, awesome as hell. on the first, never felt happier knowing that i could spend 3 full days with my classmates. ok until next time.

HelloGoodBye

Well, I have been busy yes? Last three weeks, I started my work as a temporary replacement for a friend of mine. The second week of work (last week), I had to submit assignments every single day for that week. With some classmates being a pain in the ass, I managed to pull through the week. Usually deprived from sleep, lack of energy and there was this once where I didn't get my sleep. Work has been a good experience. It has been quite some time since I last work 5 days a week. Learnt a lot too!


Then comes the final week (this week). Had a few of my "the last" meals whatsoever. Finished up the remaining presentations and had our photo shoot. And that was about it basically. Had Pizzathut after our only written paper. Ouh! before our paper, we played this throwing game. Throw the black rubber thingy on the table legs from t21 to t20. Approximate distance between the two facing blocks would be like a standard 4 or 5 lane road. haha!


From left: Jimmy, Yan Wei, Sahlan, Joey, Hong Fa, Samuel


From left: William, JinMing, Bisi, Maoyin


From front: Damian, Sui How, Joey, Sahlan, Asrudin, Syahrul


I finally had a chance to clean up my part of the room just now and god, I definitely need to do something for my future. I mean, take a look at those books! The are not my bedtime stories you know! Now that I'm a free man, I am intending to read up some books and information that I have been yearning to read. I definitely wont get bored. But I may get myself broke. haha.

as usual more photos at fb

Lack of human rights, oppression of the people, daylight robbery.

I read posts regarding issues on other countries and I wonder, what about mine? Though there are many stories here and there, the matter of fact is that talking about political bodies here in this country is a taboo. The government will make you suffer a slow death with nothing in this world to lose. Well that is what some of the opposition members experienced. So I went on searching for something to read. And this particular blog hit me hard in the brain. It ventures on history, on speeches and most importantly, the hot topic, finance. Or in other words, tax payers' money. Pretty mind fucked if you would ask me. It somehow makes things clear that we are indeed slaves to the government. And a follow up to it is that we could never voice out our thoughts. So what the fuck is this? I know the meaning of government but are we being looked after or are we just money making tools for them.

We are all humans. We all have got beliefs, dreams, strengths and weaknesses. We have mental health, emotions, families and such. What differentiates us now is paper. FUCKING PAPERS. Money = paper. Qualification = paper. Certificate = paper. Exams = paper. Eligibility = paper. Law = paper. And in the future? Electronics? Right... Then everything we do is intangible. Like how you would not know if the money of today is balanced out with the correct amount of gold, and then now, just by typing? Like how things that are invaluable as paper could overpower sincerity, hard work, knowledge, love, humility and trust.

Go find the sources yourself or you can ask me if you are getting really desperate or to refer something.

Allah please open up thier hearts.

shrugs

its easy to fall into feeling so empty in a short span of time
and finding the source of it? i have no idea.
all these while, i would just space out a little in self denial
time will work it's magic, everything falls into pieces.
this train of thoughts is driving me crazy
im restless.
what do i really want to pursue actually?